Dear Body,

Today I stood in front of the mirror and contemplated. I was staring at you with only a bra and panties on and I realized how much I dislike you. I hate your stretchmarks, your rolls, and your flabby pale skin that seems to acquire more freckles on a daily basis. I am scared of … More Dear Body,

Happiness

What makes you happy? Is it the big acts of kindness that make your day? Or the small things like smiling at an old man as you walk down the street? Or holding the door open I’m never shocked when I’m let down anymore. I just hate the fact I put myself in the position … More Happiness

I’m so Random

I began writing this rant today in Sociology. I know, I know- writing is not what I’m taking the class for, but I can’t focus sometimes. I thought I would share with you my mind retching, overwhelming, scatter-brained thought process. I can’t believe it has been four months since you left me. I miss you more … More I’m so Random

When It Rains…

I never imagined that I would be writing about how much I miss my grandma. I remember about this time last year, we were talking about how I wanted my own place. Well, I still do, but I’d give anything to be going home to have a long conversation with her … It’s been almost … More When It Rains…

My Desire to Change… Needs to be bigger than my desire to stay the same…

I am scared. I have the resources to move out on my own and now that the opportunity is so close, I realize that the thought terrifies me. I have had easy excuses for two years now. My excuse before was my grandma. I didn’t want her to live on her own, I wanted to make sure … More My Desire to Change… Needs to be bigger than my desire to stay the same…