I’m so Random

I began writing this rant today in Sociology. I know, I know- writing is not what I’m taking the class for, but I can’t focus sometimes. I thought I would share with you my mind retching, overwhelming, scatter-brained thought process. I can’t believe it has been four months since you left me. I miss you more … More I’m so Random

When It Rains…

I never imagined that I would be writing about how much I miss my grandma. I remember about this time last year, we were talking about how I wanted my own place. Well, I still do, but I’d give anything to be going home to have a long conversation with her … It’s been almost … More When It Rains…

My Desire to Change… Needs to be bigger than my desire to stay the same…

I am scared. I have the resources to move out on my own and now that the opportunity is so close, I realize that the thought terrifies me. I have had easy excuses for two years now. My excuse before was my grandma. I didn’t want her to live on her own, I wanted to make sure … More My Desire to Change… Needs to be bigger than my desire to stay the same…

Unbelievable.

I really miss my grandma and I wish she were here cheering me on, but I know she’s up in heaven with her pom-poms. I had a dream the other night that felt so real it woke me up. I rarely have dreams worth remembering and it’s normally the horrible dreams that startle me awake… … More Unbelievable.

Struggles

I wish I had a positive message today, but right now I’m so depressed I can’t think straight. I have been struggling to keep up with work and school. I can’t figure out the right place to put my focus. I continue to worry about things that aren’t happening right now. I think too much … More Struggles

Miss Independent?

I believe in memories, in art, in music, in recognition. I believe that we all have importance in this life. We all should do something that will stick out to at least one life, maybe more. I think my calling is to write. Write to inspire another  and write to heal myself. I don’t claim … More Miss Independent?